negative sunglasses

Ariel: Life IS made out of little happiness and little sadness and other little emotions.

In this very moment, I can't grasp the emotion of happiness even listening my fav song recent.
Furthermore, it's been a long time.
But, emotion is in contradict with growth, not only psychological but academic.
This contrast can be proved by my own experience.
When I was in the high school,
I saw trees of green,
red roses too.
I saw them bloom for me and you,
and I thought to myself:
What a wonderful world.
My mind was filled with pleasure but vain.
However,in the senior high and college,
I see scurf of gray,
red pocks too.
I see them sprout for me and you,
and I think to myself:
What a wonderful world.
My mind is filled with testiness but curious.
Thank you, you and you. of course can't without yoooou.
You make me grow.
You taught me love. And hate.
If I don't love you, I won't hate you so damn much.
I'm wearing a sunglasses called " negative"
You can't see my eyes, and I also can't believe you anymore.

Growing pain is corrected, it's actually named overuse injuries.

Dad handed down son's electric blanket to me. ( yes, I didn't have my own blanket.
Before that, dad put the original, brand new cover around the blanket.
Dad grudged giving it to son, ha haha.
In vain now.